Okay, that title sounds a wee bit over dramatic. Gladly, I'm not some animal, or a convict, who lives inside a cage or a cell, I'm simply a traveling Tour Actor, who happens to be working on US military bases around the world.
But from where I'm sitting right now, on a park bench bordering the soccer field near our base hotel, I can see a high metal fence on two sides of me. And I know the other two sides of the fence are there, hidden behind the typical beige buildings all stamped with their four digit label, the drab living quarters, the requisite Burger King. It is great to travel the world, to get to work with children from Texas to Alaska, Germany to Puerto Rico-but it's bizarre to live in these tiny man made Americas wherever I go. Whether I'm surrounded by four feet of snow, or grassy flower-strewn fields, it still feels unnatural to know that there is a razor wire topped fence all around, and guards with strict rules and guns to enforce them.
Why do we even need to be here? Taking up space and throwing our weight around in countries not our own. I am reminded of the former President of Costa Rica (a country with no permanent standing army) - Jose Ferrer- who said that the military should be like a doctor. You don't keep a doctor around the house all the time, you call one when someone is ill. Why keep an army around all the time? Muster one when the need arises. Costa Rica, unlike its neighbors, has not endured a civil war since 1948. The budget in Costa Rica previously dedicated to the military is now allocated to security, education, and culture. Liechtenstein abolished its army because it was deemed too expensive. Only in times of war is an army allowed, but this has never occurred. This makes so much sense to me! In my mind, the military seems outdated, like something that should only be found in black and white movies. In many ways the military seems brutish, unthinking, money wasting, life taking - ridiculous.
Of course the military is made up of individuals, just plain American people, most of whom are pretty darn nice. We meet wonderful kids on every base we go to. And their parents seem to be equally kind, considerate, cool people. Which makes me wonder: why are they a part of something like this? Why are their children sent to the SAS programs for so many hours a day? Why do they live in a place where the only option they have to eat out with their families on their lunch break is Burger King? Why do we have this honored institution that breaks up families for months at a time, that encourages domination of others, not even through intelligent discourse or education, but through brute force? Why do we think it is okay to be trained to kill? ...Are there really answers to these questions?
Today I discovered that if I go to the far side of the base, there is a beautiful running trail. It winds away from all the matching buildings, and if I closed my eyes and concentrated, the rush of cars on the autobahn on the far side of the fence died away and all I could hear was bird song. When I opened my eyes though, there was the fence, and I couldn't help but wonder if the wide swatch of stinging nettles growing on both sides of the tall barrier was nature's idea of irony, or a more purposeful design.
Hopefully I haven't offended you, reader. Please know that these words are not intended to be judgments passed, but rather thoughts to be pondered.